16.06.2005 (Thursday)

Yeah!!! I finished all the examination today. So I called back home.

I told my parents about what I experienced in this semester.

Then my parent¡¯s attitude made me so disappointed. Why need to compare? (My mum¡¯s style) I am myself. I envy my honey¡¯s parents because they understand the situation of their son. But I also happy and satisfy that because they are given by God. I will be more submissive. But the important thing is I am afraid to loose my testimonies. When I felt like I am losing my testimonies, I feel sad and sorry for my kind God every time.

Read my friend diary (Aubrey and Yi), I felt their life have greater fullness than me. Why? I am Christian ---‘ªÔ“»îµÃ±ÈËû‚ƒ³äŒºÍ³É¹¦²ÅÊÇ...¸ü¼ÓÓÐÖ÷µÄϲ˜·²ÅÊÇ...¸ü¼ÓÄܘsÒ«Ö÷²ÅÊÇ¡£

May God give His wisdom and His holy spirit to me. Let me know His will¡ªthe way that can glorify my Lord.

I really want to have good testimonies¡ªDo this for my God.