Why my dating like that ...not sweet at all. On the contraty, I need more patience to him....Not yet marry--> Start to have patience... How about marry?
Sometime, I really want to start holiday quickly because he will not very busy, then he will do some sweet thing to me or make some surprise to me. But holiday he also very busy, same as the normal day. Although he is free, he will not do that thing to me. He will do whatever he like or just accompany me for a while. He doesn't plan anything which want to do with me. No hope.
Sometime i don't want to say directly, but he don't understand...Why Why Why...culture different???
Thinking back, it is not I want. At first, I imagine he is a good man, like he know how to cook ( will cook to me, then I feel sweet); will help me achieve some goals that one is what I mean improve. But like doing none. ( Yes, he will help me in my study, but except this I need more). You are busy, can not help me improve until now.
I think " cultivation" u cannot do it in me, how about other? need care people and patience to people and perpare something ....eduate to that people.
Sometime really want to stay in your heart, become yours "inside insect", then I can know what you think, will not more doubt and know are u single-minded on me. I am so so so so so tired. | 
me. But sometime I feel he will see sth i don't like. 